LALALALALLA~~~~

HAI!!!!
see you again!!=)

i got a lot of things to write today.,,
1. nata n reta went back to indo.. congrats guys.. have a save flight.. then i texted you guys but no reply?? zzzz...
2. prayer is all about His will.. =)
3. eeerrrrmm.. i served quite well. 1 customer said thanks and said my name.. hahaha special for me! maybe i sounds so exagerate.. but i do feel happy about that.. he is a father with a family though so.. its pure about good service.. hhahahh
4. i remembered the regular customer ... hahaha scary little boy.. rice lovers!!!! lol!!!! =D
5. i dare to ask him whether he is a gay or not.. hahahha and he is a gay ! he said im the only one who dont believe him when he said he is a gay.. i thought he was kidding! lol...
i asked him the very big question i have in my mind..
me: are you seriously a gay?
him: yesterday i saw my BOYFRIEND.. i saw him with another guy.. i want to say hi to him but at the end i didnt do it..
me: how if you see a very handsome guy?? =)
him: like you loh.. like magnet!! (lol..)
me: how if you see a very sexy lady?
him:(i forget what he said.. but i think he feel nothing...)
him: to love a guy is the same like to love a girl but same sex.. (i think he said so.. if im not mistaken) love your parents .. etc.. its love rite..
me: (actually a bit confused...) lol....
i needed to do something else so i finish it first and then come again..
me: FINALLY I DARE TO ASK YOU THIS!! HAHHA
hopefully he dont mind im asking him..... but he seemed ok and gave those answers enthusiastically.. hahaha =D
since that i wanted to ask more.. SHIT!!!!
IM CURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY I AMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!
UNFORTUNATELY HE WILL GO SOON TO MALAYSIA AND NEVER COME BACK.. I CANT ASK HIM ANYMORE... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....
he is a very good friend.. the most caring of all.. its a pity he has to go so soon.. but its ok.. many other good people will replace him.. =)

questions trigerred in mind...
>how come you become a gay?
>do your parents know?
>have you ever like your own guy friends( since all his friends are guy...)?
> dont say that all of you are gay?????? lol!!!!! =D HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

these questions and thoughts are not to make of him.. I HONOUR his courage to tell the world that he is a gay!!!
I THINK THATS COOL... b=.=d (2 thumbs up) =)

Thanks God you made me meet a bit of reality in this world.. many anomaly happened in this world and i feel happy to experienced 1 of this phenomenon.. (lebay......) but thats more or less what i felt... =)
i dont care about what do you think of me this time.. somehow i dont care... YES!!!

Q: if anyone read this.. please give an answer to this...
is it a sin to become a gay/lesbian?
but then , how if they were born as that nature? they cant choose to be normal.. some people were born in this condition rite?

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smile...
makes the world seems better..
makes other feels better..
something easy but not many people doing it..
smile..
=)

i see many grown ups around me..
my biggest fear is..
im still here.. childish...
forever and ever...
i wish i can change and learn how to be one of them...
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today, my time feels really2 slow..
so many things i've done.. im tired till my antibody drop.. and here i am .. almost sick!! I DONT WANT!!!
I already drink the medicine.. but my nose still dripping..
OMG...
I wish He listens to me.. i dont want to be sick..
but sick is not always bad .. i can rest .. =) but hopefully i dont!!
by the way.. i got my ear pierced! thanks to nata who accompanied me till i have the guts to do that..
i think God also do the same thing through His holy spirit.. He will give us strength to pass all of our fears and make us feel so comfortable.. He do exist! He always be there for us.. believe it or not.. i think every human needs God..
well, i dont really know what im talking about..
ok then.. have a nice day!!!! =)

good quote for today!!

"the more you know the bigger responsibility you have to carry"

sometimes it's good not to know everything.. at least you dont have to do what you dont understand..
i dont know but these words are jumbling in my head but i couldnt find suitable words to explain it..
so yeah...
thats all..
let it be dancing in my head..
=)
by the way.. so far im still like my job.. heheh

haiiiiii>>>>>
im back home just now..
sweating all day and end up with eating lots of leftover sushi which are really2 alot and at the end 1/2 of it were thrown away untouched.. what a pity rite? but noone can finished it!!

im just tasting the way of finding money.. it's not easy though.. u have to work alot for it.. im just starting my work today.. and hopefully i can keep doing it to help my parents cause maybe i will move out soon.. i want to buy a mac or an slr with this money and also give my mom something nice..

i love my life and all conditions of it.. so far so good.. =)
i wish i can work hard everytime in school and work cause i just remember that work is one way of serving HIM... i dont want to be a destroyer of His image..
im hoping i can work better also in my studies... =)
thanks God for all i have.. my parents, family, sibling and relatives , friends ,and every second You gave me..
THANKS GOD....

HELLLLLOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
IM SUPER HAPPY TODAY!!
I GET A JOB!!
NIHON MURA SUSHI AT NOVENA~~~
ANYONE INTERESTED? APPLY TO NIHON MURA AT NOVENA.. THERE ARE STILL VANCANCY THERE.. HOHOOHOH
THANKS A LOT FOR IVY, YURI, AND MAYSHELLA WHO HAVE INFORMED ME..
THANKS A LOT TO GOD WHO HAD MADE ALL THIS THINGS HAPPENED..
=)
CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW>>>>>>
WOOOOOHOOOOO