today is an important day of my life, I think....
im going to move out from somerset to east coast... which in fact, takes longer to go to school..
however, i need to move for reasons..
i cant say i dont like to live here.

since yesterday , my head is empty.. just thinking about unnecessary things which has no use at all..
i feel weird and damn sleepy everytime.. maybe im going to be sick soon..

now, i am on my own..

the question is how i'll maintain "the bridge" ?
she told me to keep it.. but how?
there's a gap that i ,till now cant close.....
we are too far...
she doesnt know...

im going to move... go away from your life... im just hoping i left good/ average impression here, as long as its not bad... i really wish ... i feel that you dont really like me... and dont want to see me anymore.. i hope its not true.. if its true , what should i do? i dont think i can fix it...

i need to stop being emo......

please brain! stop it!
let the time heals the wound...........