Saturday, September 29, 2012

PSYCHO MYSELF AT NITE

huffttt...
the day was just ended.
i am home with my bed and cushion ready to sleep..
just one thought
oh gosh my little sist is so mature nw! ckcckck
i should kinda change i think.
lol

I NEED TO CHANGEEEE!!! BE A BETTER PERSON, COME ON U CAN DO IT!!!
=D NITEEEE

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

we call it love?

i am not emo for the time being though.
i was just feeling some warmth in my heart.
seeing one, seemed to be somebody else whom you will not think he would become.
a lot of smile, happiness, vulnerability, you can be somebody whom you really are.
no pretention, just who you are.
isnt it nice?
=)

if only, for my dear friend, like to listen, well i just want to tell you the above.
but it is just a dream if u kinda listen to what i think.
the world may come to an end if u do. lol

love? to accept another with their vulnerability and all? is it really? =)
good daaaaayyy
<3 p="p">

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

design maybe the fox in the sheep skin.

oh gosh,

During this year, BA programme in lasalle, personally, it is the time i read the most throughout my whole life. no joke, and moreover, its all about non fictional stuff about design.

It could be good or even bad. The books that i read, so much were talking about consumerism, deception, and all those kind of stuff. phylosophical and oh gosh, i just feel sick sometimes reading it. Just make me think, design is just another dirty job which tricks other people in the mask of personal indulge of aesthetics. We designed waht we like, what we think is nice for even products that u mainly have inside ur wardrobe, kitchen, ur clothes, ur food, everything is designed nicely for the sake of being consumed.

life is all about survival
when money takes over our lives, it evolves our lives to consumerism.
since the media and technology exist our desire about consuming is getting worst.
we consume, buy things not necessarily for our physical needs, but all this kind of greed,status, and power needs.

the world is just another dirty playground.
we play,breathe, live in it like it or not.
the sin and the fallen earth sounds so true.
maybe, the earth would not end by any disasters, but the slowly but sure consumerism consume us.
by feeding the needs of owning branded stuff, unncessary, we do feel satisfied, but for how long?
it last shorter and shorter since the media advertised, "hey, this is new! buy me" the technology is a fox in a sheep skin which come through the gate of media and advertisement which fools the shepherd. by

sin, it comes in a superb form, which i dont think most people feels guilty buying things that "we think we need it". the black hole is right on the ground we are standing on, we fall but sadly not realizing it, but it is too nice to get out from it. the darker, the better, consume more?