12:54pm

i just woke up from my 3 hours nap. open fb, checking my student email, trying to find my feedback. tilll. this freaking blog, which as true as the author said, the book about nothing but you cant stop reading it. my goodness.. =.= Boey, the sharpie on the cup artist guy. When i was a kid. funny full of nonsense but kinda true stories.

Well, as my friend told me before. Nobody is perfect. Anyways, background of this story was this author came to school just now and talked about his life and his book. I admired how a person could be so confident with himself. I always in doubt with myself. or always said, hmmm maybe later? or like but i have never learnt it before kinda thing. im so kiddish and i need more confidence for myself and my work to motivate my thoughts and action also i think.

Back to the point above, from his blog, it seemed everyday lives that he had was very common but interesting in some ways. But a flaw came into my mind. through his stories, whether its true or not, he sounded lonely sometimes, by any means. achieved so many things in life...... ( alot of protest going on in my head, but yeah, watever) which kinda make me think, ok thats good. it means you are a human, nobody is perfect. hahahaha stupid thoughts.

good inspiring thing that he said in the talk or was it from the video i watch? do your dreams then it became a reality. a long the way, a lot of people whom dont succeed were because of the hope that dies fast. people who have tons of them live longer and happier, i suppose. spirit!

=)
awesome day. i do nothing for my school work. instead reading shit and wrote this thing instead of my freaking important essay. move your ass bitch, read or do something. =.= sincerely i beg other self to be dilligent. come on! u can do it! >.<

little things called worries

hei blog, watever i suppose to call you.

2:12 am in the morning, i just met my indo friend, chit chat, was fun anyways =)

BUTTTT

I AM SCARED OF MY DEGREEEEEE

OMG

PLEASE GOD, HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS!!!!

LET ME GRADUATE PROPERLY.

IM NOT AIMING FOR FIRST CLASS, SECOND UPPER MAY OBVIOUSLY DO. BUT PLEASE NO THIRD AND OTHER SILLY DEGREEEE

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEE

='(

one little thing, i am not yet ready if you are taken by somebody else yet. so please be it. and hopefully someday, u are able to 'see' me, but i am totally in doubt of it. im not pretty or stunning anw.. =.= niteeeeyyy emotional niteee

dear God,

help me please, i do am sorry that i dont really communicate with you lately. but hopefully, u are hearing me.. sorry oh God.. x(

good morning!

Good day everyone!
=)

Well, this morning, should be a great day, good motivation, and action!!!! omg, ive been doing nothing lately. wasting time even though week 12 is my kinda submission. lol. id better die, 22 oct is the big day. tik tok tik tok tik tok.... I MUST DO MY FREAKING WORRRKKKKK!!!!!!! Xl