hey,
i got an internship at HBA. for silly 1 week. i know its odd, but yeah,
hehehe it was so exciting.
anyway, im now jobless, still trying to find a job, but yeah, im not sure about it either.
i just confess? i dont know.. i feel bad for always talking / chatting my crush
i do think he has no crush for me at all. well, a wake up call, indeed.
i cried really badly ytd. over my pass, house, and quarelling with mom.
it was a bad fight. but yeah. it was over.
now left with my fight of the pass, my future.
i wished that my crush have feelings or at least a be a close friend like my so called besties guy friend in my hometown. i dont know, he is a good listener. i feel bad abt it. i want to lean on someone. but unfortunately i think God had made it very clear he is not ur ace card. i shall stop bothering him with all my stories. he was just not care.
stop leaning on him any more. it doesnt work. stop it.
at least my heart doesnt feel hurt this time. i think im done with him. seriously
