Wednesday, December 21, 2011

as cloudy as the weather

sitting in my own room. listening to the music. wondering..
how distance, activity , status and all that change people all the time.
a good friend? im not that sure anymore.
who r they? im not sure though.
in addition, im not a second grade friend whom u can call or meet when u have no other friend besides u, and when u wanna meet others, u just cancel it with me. haha. such pain in the ass. u should make a better excuse so that i dont feel hurt.

what a friend.


Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Doing some stuff at this time, for a while i wanna chill and write something.
I really missed home.
i missed laughter and hugs.
im not the strongest person on earth either and now im collapsing.

busy and stressed out? maybe...
i just feel that everyone is going on their own way and path.
im alone, again.

Sometimes i need to be very to be busy and everything is going to be okay.
Altered my brain to other things and feeling into something else, at least happier.
i dont like to be alone, away from home is just making me realized that im gonna be alone most of the time. I need to be stronger. God, help me, keep my head up, u are always beside me i know. u'll be always be watching me. hug me God let me feel the warmth of wahtever bliss i have. thanks God for everything. =)

Friday, August 26, 2011

YOHOOOWWW

=)

hello people! its 3.46 in the morning. sleep deprived and a massive needs to understand the manifesto. at least yeah, a bit please. today, 3 pages!!!

tomo, gonna go for the singing practise,do a bit manifesto or merlion. then the next day, go to church n do merlion at nite. spare some time to do the the reatreat.monday, the next day, go to my aunty's house n do some research of manifesto and do the modeling for the spiders. tuesday, whole day merlion. merlion, oh goshhh... wednesday, drm whole day.thursday, finalized ads.