FORGIVENESS

Luke 17:3-4 (King James Version)

³Take heed to yourselves: If thy brother trespass against thee, rebuke him; and if he repent, forgive him.

⁴And if he trespass against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turn again to thee, saying, I repent; thou shalt forgive him.

To all whoever read my blog.. if there is anyone...

well, these days i've been facing a problem to forgive..

i need to forgive my father.. what i hate the most of him is his ignorance and sayings which hurt my sister's heart the most.. i dont know whether u guys all have been facing the same problem , HATES WHOEVER IT IS.

sometimes i can tell i dont hate anyone.. but actually i still have a wound in my heart that is not recovered yet. u just try to forget it or u feels like get used to it. U'll not notice it until something happened related to the person that make u hate them, then u began crying, hating them again (them might means, family, friends, pets, hahahhahah ) . For me, it feels like emptiness, undescribed weird feelings, maybe sadness, hatred, dissapointed. it maybe dissapearred sometimes but can reappear until u erase it n just let it go by forgiving.

Luke 17 :3-4 gave me strength and faith that i need to forgive them (whoever i hate) . because God is love, and a form of love is to forgive and as His children we have to share His love as well..... ;)

i cant do anything to my father, to change him, i need to start first by making changes and pray for him and my family. im wishing i have courage to forgive hm completely and open a fresh page when im going back later. PLEASE GOD , HELP ME, US...

I heard a few stories about my friends' family condition. My father is just one normal easy problem that can be said as nothing cmpared to them. I have a friend, whose father is a gambler, n he has to work for the whole family to make a living , even it means that he has to sacrifice his health , dreams, and if possible , he is willing to trade his own life for sake of family. another one, maybe not so tragic, she has 2 siblings. she is the middle one. everything was fine, the bigger brother close with his father, and she herself to the mother. till one day, a little sister came and took all of her mother's attention. cause of that she became highly inferior, she tend to stay away from her parents and fam. She gave herself to her friends, she hated home. But, God is love. she could forgive her mother whom she thought neglected her before (she ,i think, didnt know for sure why she hated her mother. forget.) the best thing is that she is now very independent cause she already get used to prepare everything herself. Sometimes, u'll never know what all of these bad things happened. But HE ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN. SOMETHING BETTER ALWAYS AHEAD OF US. WE JUST CANT SEE IT NOW, BUT WE JUST NEED TO STAND STILL, LEAN ON HIM AND WAIT.......

FORGIVING IS HARD BUT BY HIS HELP WE CAN....

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