secrets

everybody does have a secret, might be big or small. depends. 

well, in short, i knew a man, whose kind of i have no idea what he is thinking about in his head. what he is up to, what are his plans and stuff like that. i dont know whether he is doing whatever he is doing now really dilligently, or is it a love of money, or just to get out of his circumstances or what, i dont know. To me, this man is a man in all this mysterious sphere around him, seems like i have no idea about the real him throughout the years i started to understand things the way adults think things are. 

well, i ask the most important woman in my life, about him. is this man the same man throughout his entire life? well, she recapped what she felt about this man in the past. she told me that this man was a really good and normal sociable man previously. Till one spot came up and made a twist in his journey of living. Might be some betrayal among his relatives made him the way he is today or maybe.. tht is him now and then, the real him, nobody knows for sure. But yeah, thats how life goes sometimes. its like just using ink. when it drops, not every drops would make a stain and so does disappear. depends on the material the ink lands its feet unto.