miss me please?

just thinking...

i read an article by Donald A.Norman, "Selective Memory". Was a great article i suppose, he explained that people live by their memory. Which i totally agree. The way we judge, think, feel, all based on the memory of the past that became knowledge and understanding for us to live our lives. If memory is not important, i dont think for people whose family member suffered from alzheimer and all those memory sickness kinda thing, would not be suffering and significantly being afraid about. We'll think, alzheimer is like a flu or something. ahahhaha

well anway, was just thinking. i miss people sometimes. but sadly, and me myself never believe anyone else except myself missing other people, especially when people say, "i miss u" it is just feel so unreal. somehow. maybe i just havent found the one? but really, sorry friends, i dont really believe u guys when u guys says i miss u. i dont like to lie, so yeah, i rarely saying this sentence unless it feels like so. Back to the point previously anyways, i am sad that nobody miss me sometimes. it feels like, im so insignificant, which if i just in anyways dead, nobody i dont think anyone will really cried for me. sometimes it is just felt like so.

Been saying suicidal stuff lately. but yeah, dont worry, im not committing suicide. NO, yow!  Good nite. may all the love and care from the heaven erase all the guilt and worries instead, covering you with all its warmth in the cold nite.... GOOOODDDD NITEEEE! ADIOSSS!