10 FEB 2013

FIRST OF ALLLL
HAPPY CNYYYY!

=D

Today was totally the most unexpected day in my life. kinda sad when your family were not with you but yeah, it was still totally awesome. started with my day in the church. i managed to go out with my friends ard my age today, without trying to sound like a weird kid in the community, i managed to go out and had a good lunch with them. plus, i didnt know what got into me today till i was daring to ask for a guy to be (im not totally sure what is that in english, but yeah, a guy to be so called, candidate to be my bf). well, such a funny story though. this guy, kinda cute, but still damn freaking awkward to even say hi or something. he is B. lol. i was invited to see this guy for a cny dinner thing at NUS. but i was too shy besides, was thinking i would sound, seemed damn desperate if i do so. so the meeting canceled.

however, i continued my journey, with my other friend i knew from an organization. it was just 3 of us. after a movie me with our famous leader in that org. we met his subordinate whom is my roomies btw. we hung out at starbucks from abt 7 till 11pm. talking about visions, intrigues, hopes, love. all. the ups and the down of wahtever he had achieved so far. it was really2 awesome. i do admire him, our leader. he had such a tough muscular outercase, with such a melanchollical, choleric, sanguine personalities inside. a pure love towards the family. strong will with a proper vision. been through a hard life in his own way. such an honour i was able to meet him. how corrupted an organization could be. their political moves and stuff. it was really, wow!

i learnt a lot. i was having fun as well.

in the shortest expression:
1. a leader is a person with a strong will. they would try no matter what it would cost.
2. successful person measured by their family unity over their financial.
3. even goodwill often being mistaken
4. a case doesnt mean anything. what matters, inside.
5. church, is also kinda complicated.
6. a good leader knows how to appreciate their ordinates as a friend without i guess in the future larger scale neglecting, turn off thir alertness of being betrayed and such.
7. good leader able to sound, play with assumptions. they may sounds indecisive. but yeah, they knew how to make a leverage and gained the best benefit of it.
8. why not so good looking guys able to get pretty girls, only 2 possiblities availability:
- the guy is super rich.
- the guy is smart. they know how to play with the mind i guess. when to such a lovely guy and other time, such a leader or to be expensive.

well, i'll write more if there were interesting things happened in my life. but for now that was all. it was an adventurous, full of surprises day. =) niteyyyy