a journey to love and being loved

good morning =)

today is the fourth day of chinese new year. so yeah, in the modern chinese family living, i dont think there would be a lot of people going to visit their relatives anymore (unless the true chinesemen i guess).

yesterday, i felt the most chinese in my whole entire life. i learnt how to play mahjong, gamble, and last but not least, ate tons of snacks and steamboatttt at my friend's house. we all won, except our banker and his lover. maybe the wind of luck not yet came to them. it was really really awesome. =)

well, i came back home super late and now, im in school wanted/wishing able to do work. But, i just need to write this before so called i do my worksss.

i was in the bus, wandering until a point that says, hey, to love and being loved. this is our life. financial  vs relationship? i bet it is the only reason which made life always become more dilematic. crossroad of life, when you grow older and have a family, u will find this quite often, especially guys because they are suppose and normally( sorry about my sexism view) become the backbone of the family. you might not realized even the love over money is a journey to being loved.

while we are all kids, we just want love. from our parents, relatives, whoever. its like the sign of our need of love. we grow up as a teenager, the love that we got from parents alone no longer enough, therefore, we tried to find love, to love and being loved. as an adult, we work, try to get some money to love and being loved. the love of money gave you a push to earn, in which i believe have a tie to be loved by people. from the people you love or from the social and community and so on, to get respect and status from other people. we grew old, we have kids and grandchildren, tired of working, i want to love myself and along with my wife/husband, lets have a good life, enjoy our love. if only we have grandchildren and kids, you want them to love you right?

our journey of life, is a journey to find love. but in order to gain love, one had to give their love to be loved. at the end of our journey of life, none would care of how much money you have in the account, instead, they remembered how you give them love. for your own self, you need to be able to give and get some love. without love i dont think people can survive, enjoy their life and such.

as the bible said, love is the most valuable gift, the gift of love. i agreed, and just understand it i guess. it is such a powerful "thing" which make life so colorful and warm.