such a sunday

yesterday was the day all christians, most christians supposingly go to church. i went back to church after 3 weeks missing. lol. trying to be more ladylike with black skirt, some make up and ready to goooo.

the service was a bit i was not so sure what the topic was. the preacher kept jumping and i was somehw sleepy. the service end. i stood near the door and greeted the people. i saw my crush at the front, because he was in duty. he used black shirt and pants with yellow tie. as always i think he seemed cute to me. lol. i dont know whether i was wrong or not. but seemed like he was looking at me? notice my hair color changed as well, which not badddd eh.. we went for lunch with others as well. was a super hot sunny sunday man... in such a small food court we ate and chit chat.

here comes something interesting about that meeting. nothing lovely this time. but yeah, more likely insightful? he told us that as a person, we should not be boastful. humble has always been the key to success i guess. he was telling us that as a fresh graduant, no matter how many degree which we took, should not make ourselves proud as if nobody else is smarter than you. that has never been right, i am telling you. education has always seemed to lifted up our sense of pride which we shouldn't. over pride never sells either. =/

secondly, he gave us advise on how to boast on our cv. however, in my case, it has not yet really happened. grading myself i got 4 out of 10 i guess. i needed references!! qualified ones.

portfolio is important.

it is really interesting how people think so differently. as im design students, our topic of living seemed not to go this way tho. we talked alot about passion not so much about money and economical securities. we talked and discuss things mostly that we felt, social and things that is not related to power, greeds over money. to think about it, wow. we are weird and different. education does shaped even the way we think and live our lifes.

what do you expect from your life? money? passion? success? just a happy family ending?
=) i didnt even jog, i was maybe just swaying my tail on the floor,,,