there was a rehearsal and photo session today. we finished and went home. there was nothing much happening in the event i guess. I always thought it would be just some flings and you know, crushes alone. However, i just knew that it was not true, instead it became more complicated. one of the dancer became overwhelmed cause a lot of guys were saying that she is cute. well, i told her when she asked why people were always matchmaking her with one of the guys in that event gonna be. i told her, she is cute and a lot of guys like that fact as well and yeah... \
However, who knew, in a week everything start to change. she accepted that fact that a lot of guys like her and she as well started to act weirdly. As in craving for attention to attract the guy's attention. she behaved differently now. the "true" colors revealed i guess. it became scarry and inhumane when it seems like she tried to make use the guy which like her. feel sad for this guy anw.
selfishness and the seduction of words, might not always be good. it would be good for you but you might eventually hurt someone else's heart. might be deeply even.
i dont know how to describe this feeling. pity? a vulnerable girl trying to find her lover, for her own happiness. but yeah, not in a good way i guess... what do u think???
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