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hi 3.12 am now and its monday alreadyyyy and i havent really do significant amount of work,

im highly highly lazy doing any shit today. ahhahahah

interesting thing that i did today was... did a skit. it was seriously 2 sets of lines. BUT, i didnt know why, I just cant act as a normal bulliable maid as asked from the script. it was funny though, somehow, i think i just knew that i really like to see myself being laugh at i guess. anyways, a lot of people were laughing, so yeah, i think we put up quite a good show. someone i knw laugh at me a lot and this guy, so far i knew him, doesnt like to laugh that loud though. Such a limelight for me =)

next week, another performance. longer ones. well, lets see how it goes...

o yeah, i met this girl in the church whom is our singer in iaf event later in june. errrmmm, i think she is nice in person. i just had a free ice cream with her. hahahha what a date =D i think i need to socialize with the outter world more often. Im kinda stresseddddddd??? do not know for sure yet. o yeah, i think she got something on with my crush. wow!

well, watever, crush. xp you belongs to the world. hahahhaha.
seems like my so called "curse" came back. Good for u dude, but not for me. saddddd =(.
 but yeah, thanks for that feeling, but somehow im not sad, half dont care as well, we still can be friends i guess. such a good person should not go on a waste... but it doesnt mean im tht person who makes use of other people. NO IM NOOOOOOTTTT.....  today, i just had weird amazingly carefree mode i guess. soooooo, whats gonna happen next?

oh gossshhh!! 6 more days before assesment! it feels like we, us, here, the people behind the screen were really starting to loose our passion i guess. Some kinda give up a little sort of. hahahhh mentally pretty tired but yeah, almost there.

SCARYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

i saw this post in utube about amazing people in kick andy shows. The biggest question on earth, am i gonna be happy in the end? and i realize, maybe to live to give kinda thinking would make u in your happiest. Well, ehat i h