anyway, i have been feeling weird, unsatisfied, or sad, i am not sure... something is lacking but yeah, im not sure what that is though. hahahhaha im such a weirdoooooo...
another thoughts i had today...
am i really falling in love? or its just a form of curiosity? am i lost in this battle? do i have any chance? stupid unnecessary thoughts tho. but yeah, apart of growing up? ahhahhahaha such a late bloomer. i think im gonna stop chasing. its stupid. in the future i think u r going to get urself cheated this way if u do give all ur effort an shit for him. realllll stupid. xp.
wake up dude! wake up! be sane!
love yourself. even more. u deserve a better person. chase another impala or watever u called those preys. lol. u r gonna regret not to keep me. i can give my whole heart and all to the person i love. even friends anything.. i know its stupid. but yeah, thats me and maybe my only gift from God? I think so. yeah, tahts me maybe. maybe...
after this, i shall erase all my sadness and worries. that prince gonna come. no worries. =) Thanks God for this experience because i think it somehow makes me change. i am less mean now, i think. Thanks for it God. Thanks for it. =)
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